It’s been a while since I have sat down with my fingers upon these keys to try and reflect and express the thoughts that float through my mind as I travel through life’s journey. So much has changed since I last wrote: I have moved, I have met new people, been reconnected with others, said sad goodbyes to people who have touched my life in many ways. I have had the opportunity to spend time in nature, and more. Yet something’s remain the same, I am still Like… seeking what is next. I am Lyle looking and desiring to seek his calling, but still perhaps unsure, perhaps afraid… I am still seeking meaningful work where I can be more fully me and embrace my calling, to be there for others, for creation, for healing and more. I am still Lyle, alone, and yet in community, seeking, and often not finding… Now how do I go from that to the desire of this post upon the start of writing it?
— Lyle IIA long, sad goodbye…
No, don’t delete the bookmark, (wait you booked marked this?), don’t delete the feed (what you really did subscribe to this thing?). This site isn’t going away, the title has to do with what is going on in my life. I am preparing to move. I am in the long process of moving. If you are a long time reader (if there is such a person), you might recall that I moved from Oregon to Ohio in August of 2006. Since then I have moved a few times within the state of Ohio. Well now, just weeks shy of 4 years I am about to move from Ohio to Oregon. But this move is unlike any I have taken before…
Life Changes…
I sit down upon the floor and I pray… I lie there, my mind open seeking understanding… I find confusion and uncertainty. I find mixture and pause… I find life speeding by, and also moving slower than slow. Life changes in some ways and other ways it seems stagnate.
— Lyle II